"I can see clearly now that the rain is gone." :)

Just kidding about the title...it's still POURING outside, but I'm happy none-the-less. :)

We're talking again. :) :) :) :) :) :) (Get the clue peolpe...I'm HAPPY!) Hehe.

So the story goes: he has been driving me to seminary Mon, Tues, and this morning. So Monday there was sillience in the car on the way to the church...it was the worst. And once we got in there we still both sat in our usual places, but our chairs were far apart. Then I wrote down on a piece of paper "Can you give me a ride to school?" and slid it his way. And for the first time he looked at me and he looked tired and sadly and nodded. So I wrote back "Thanks". And that's about the extent of our comunication on Monday.

But on Tuesday, when his dad dropped us off at school we were walking in the Warf building and he asked me where we were going to meet Jeff. So I told him idk, and asked him if it was alright if I went with them like always and he said yeah, so I was all like "I mean I could just stay here if you don't want me to go...I don't care either way." (which is something I always say when I really DO care...and he knows this, so he kind of looked at the ground and smiled.) So I said "What are we doing?" and he said "We're avoiding each other." and I said "I hate this, don't you?" and he said "Yeah, we're supposed to be friends."

So now we talk and laugh again like good old times. :) We hung out with Jeff Fredline and had a blast yesterday afternoon. And afterward I walked him to his next class. When we got to the door we both slowed down and I looked at him and was all like "Ummm, are we allowed to..." and he said "Hug?" and I said "Yeah? I mean what do you think?" and he said "Yes, we can hug. I mean - friends hug." And so we did.

Yup, it's lame and dorky but I missed us ACTUALLY being friends. Which we now are...again. *Smiles.*