Hmmmmm, what to write? It's cold and I am wearing my snow boots - a.k.a - super cute today. Jed's parents are being jerks. There are tons of mice living in the house with me and momma. I saw like atleast five around the house yesterday. They are like camacozzie ninjas. Momma saw one climbing up the quilt that we have under the tree last night. I was in the bathroom and she starts SCREAMING at it. It was SOOOO funny! "You get down from that tree, you STUPID mouse!" hehe. It was REALLY funny. :)
I'm listening to some good old Cris Brown right now. Yup, I have math and composition class today. I am so tired it's rather riducilus. I don't sleep. My body woke me up at four this morning. Me and Jed talk when he's not being a moody little boy. Oh, welcome to being a teenager. Things are so complicated in my life right now, I want to just scream sometimes. I just wish that we could hang out like we used to, but every time I invite him over he comes up with some already over-used excuse. Lameo dork-face teen boy.
Um, sorry this is so scatter brained. I just have tons of things on my mind.......
Me and momma were supposed to have the house done today, but since the whole mouse thingy we haven't been able to get much done. I drank a bottle of almond milk this morning for breakfast. :) It was yummy.
I had another major melt down Saturday night. I cried histarically for a really long time. I had Brother Vanhook and Brother Bradford come over and give me a blessing. I am so stressed about the house, finals, money and it doesn't help that me and Jed aren't that close anymore. If it weren't for the fact that I have an amazing family I'd go crazy. I haven't had a period since I got home from Texas. Which was awhile ago. Vivian thinks that I should go to a gynecologist about it. Which I might have to do. :( Ugh, that's gonna suck. This Sunday was fast and testimony meeting. It was really good. I shared mine in Young Women's during the third hour. Our ward's Evening In Excellence is tomorrow night. I am singing a solo: Vaillant Faith by Jenney Phillips. It's a really pretty song.
I miss Tori and her make-up less face. I miss Vivian and her cute pregnant self. I miss David Ammon and his "Pooh watchin'" little self. I miss Owen and fishing out on the lake together. I miss Bruce thinking he's always right. I miss talking to Chris about life and boys that I like that he threatens to beat up. I Brianna and her amazingly curly beautiful hair. I miss Nathan and singing along to Chris Brown's Crawl, which I happen to be listening to right now. I miss Caitlyn and Ellla and hearing them talk about their findings. I miss Coty and going out to eat with just me her and momma while everyone else stayed at the hotel. I miss everyone sooo much.
And Jed just got out of class.....so I have to go.
Much Love.
